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Gustav Klimt 

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Feb 23, 2014

When I think of him, its like the world stops for a second. It’s like nothing else matters. There is that part that wants him so much but it hurts to even take two miserable seconds to think about how his day is going or how he is going with his life. It doesn’t matter what I think because it doesn’t make a difference. Did I hurt him as much as he hurt me? He was wearing a different mask and I come to think maybe I was as well. Being together made both of us be different people. Was it for the better? I don’t know what it was. I don’t know how he felt. I don’t even know how I felt. I felt that he meant everything to me. He was scared to show me more than what he was. And secretly so did I. How was I meant to take it. Its been more than a year since we had spoken. Was an apology after that long worth anything. Seeing him only made me hurt more. Just hurts to feel how much I was in love with him and still hung up on him. He didn’t even want to spend more than a half an hour with me. Was it because he realised, he wasn’t missing anything? Or was it because I was never good enough for him. Was it because I love him and he doesn’t love me. Was I even happy before, or was it that I remembered all the good parts of what happened. 

Was this what I had been doing to everyone else. It is the worst feeling in the world. Is it normal?  He doesn’t make me happy, he just constantly seems to upset me but to upset me in the way that I love him so much that he just keeps disappointing me for not telling me anything, disappointing me because he doesn’t want to talk to me. Maybe he is waiting for me to talk to him but I’m too stubborn. Maybe everything is better when its unsaid. The words that hurt are unsaid.

It’s time to let go, let go and feel better about myself. My friends are what make me happy, make me a better person and be truthfully myself, to be truly accepted. Theres not a point of loving someone who makes me feel like shit about myself. 

I loved you and I guess I always will, Goodbye.

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"i always think “if people want to talk to me they will” which is my reasoning for never really starting conversations so i’m permanently thinking no one wants to talk but what if they’re sat there thinking the same and it’s just this cycle of silence that never gets broken because i’m too stubborn to just put myself out there 

This is actually my life tho.

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i want to know your birthday and your parents jobs and if you ever heard them fighting or having sex and if you love your siblings and the worst fight you’ve ever gotten into and if you like one sibling more than the other and what you wanted to be when you grew up when you were seven and your dream vacation and the most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you and if you’ve been to therapy and if it helped and the hardest thing you’ve experienced and how you overcame it and if you like what you see when you look in the mirror and if you think appearances matter in a relationship or at all and your favorite movie and which books changed your life and the hardest you’ve ever cried and which grandparent you loved the most and if the words “we need to talk” make you sick to your stomach and why and which holiday is your favorite and which season and which color and if you like rain and if you’re scared of dying and if you believe in god and if you have allergies and to what and what your favorite food is and restaurant and if you like to cook and whether or not you care about cleanliness and what your political views are and if you’re a feminist and your favorite flower and song and if you’d rather own a cat or a dog and if you’d shave off all your hair to give it to a little girl going through chemotherapy and where you’d like to live and honeymoon and what kind of gum and candy you like and what you act like when you’re mad and if you’d rather someone buy you silver or gold jewelry or neither and what clique you were in in high school and what you think your spirit animal is and which flower you’d be and who you admire and which traits you wish were more dominant and if you ever worry you’re a shitty person and what hurt you the most and why you ever thought you were worthless and how someone can make you feel better when you’re sad and if you prefer hugs or kisses and what your house looks like and what your dream car is and which celebrity you think lives the most tragic life and why you think people become so cold and what you think about nature vs nurture and if you believe in heaven and aliens and mermaids and reincarnation and the bible and which feeling is your least favorite and what was the best day you ever had and what would be the best day and if you see yourself as the protector or one who needs protecting and how you deal with your pain and what you would do if you had 100 million dollars and if you think wealth affects people’s morals and what good you think writing is and if you could do it all over, would you and what would you change and what mistake was your biggest and which language you wish you spoke fluently and how many people you’ve loved and if you loved the person you lost your virginity to and if you realize you’re remarkable and what your enneagram is and how you think we could improve the education system and what you think of people who commit suicide and if you think they’re selfish and what you say to them before they did it if you could and what your favorite memory of your childhood is and how you take your tea or if you prefer coffee and when you last wrote someone a handwritten letter and what the best gift you ever received was and what the best piece of advice was and when the last time you cried was and if you’re competitive about board games and which is your favorite and if you feel pressured to settle down and what you notice first in a person and what your top three pet peeves are and if you have any phobias and what you’ve always wanted to do but don’t have the courage to go through with and what you do when you feel overwhelmingly sad and if you ski and if plastic surgery was 100% safe and painless, would you get it and where and why and where you think home is and if you think politeness is important and what you think of indecisive people and if you think there’s ever a reason to go to war and something that scares you and if you believe in therapy and what you want in life and what you look for in a partner and what you want to change about yourself and about the world and who you want to be and who you are. just tell me who you are.
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